What I Meant to Say

I've taken the color code test many times, and each time I take it, I fall in the BLUE catigory. It never fails, I am always a blue. After I take the test, I like to read what the colors stand for and their relationships with eachother. The description of a BLUE fits my character perfectly.

"Blues are gratified when they are listened to, when they feel understood and appreciated. They are notorious for revealing their inadaquacies, because they value being known and understood so much. In the eyes of a Blue, being vulnerable is a small price to pay for the chance to connect emotionally. Blues may have their hearts broken more than most people, but they also spend much more time in love."

This is SOOOOO true in every relationship in my life. I'm not just talking romantic relationships. I'm talking plain old family and friend relationships too. I've never been one who can really have casual friends, because I feel such a need to connect emotionally and deeply with those I spend my time with. I constantly open myself up, show my inadaquacies, and pretty much hand my heart over to anyone who seems trustworthy. The problem with that however, as the book "The Color Code" states, is I get my heart broken time after time after time...and let me tell ya...it gets EXAHSTING. So, I've recently come across a song on the new Daughtry album that describes exactly the way I feel about so many of the relationships I've had. And, because this is MY blog, I'm using it as an outlet. I think it's a great song for anyone...as I'm sure everyone...no matter what "color" you may be, has experienced this in some form or another.